Heatetheotherpartofthepiecethathehadcutintwo.Hecheweditcarefullyandthenspatouttheskin.
“Howdoesitgo,hand?Orisittooearlytoknow?”
Hetookanotherfullpieceandchewedit.
“Itisastrongfull-bloodedfish,”hethought.“Iwasluckytogethiminsteadofdolphin.Dolphinistoosweet.Thisishardlysweetatallandallthestrengthisstillinit.”
Thereisnosenseinbeinganythingbutpracticalthough,hethought.IwishIhadsomesalt.AndIdonotknowwhetherthesunwillrotordrywhatisleft,soIhadbettereatitallalthoughIamnothungry.Thefishiscalmandsteady.IwilleatitallandthenIwillbeready.
“Bepatient,hand,”hesaid“,Idothisforyou.”
IwishIcouldfeedthefish,hethought.Heismybrother.ButImustkillhimandkeepstrongtodoit.Slowlyandconscientiouslyheateallofthewedge-shapedstripsoffish.
Hestraightenedup,wipinghishandonhistrousers.
“Now,”hesaid.“Youcanletthecordgo,hand,andIwillhandlehimwiththerightarmaloneuntilyoustopthatnonsense.”Heputhisleftfootontheheavylinethatthelefthandhadheldandlaybackagainstthepullagainsthisback.“Godhelpmetohavethecrampgo,”hesaid.“BecauseIdonotknowwhatthefishisgoingtodo.”
Butheseemscalm,hethought,andfollowinghisplan.Butwhatishisplan,hethought.Andwhatismine?MineImustimprovisetohisbecauseofhisgreatsize.IfhewilljumpIcankillhiButhestaysdownforever.ThenIwillstaydownwithhimforever.
Herubbedthecrampedhandagainsthistrousersandtriedtogentlethefingers.Butitwouldnotopen.Maybeitwillopenwiththesun,hethought,Maybeitwillopenwhenthestrongrawtunaisdigested.IfIhavetohaveit,Iwillopenit,costwhateveritcosts.ButIdonotwanttoopenitnowbyforce.Letitopenbyitselfandcomebackofitsownaccord.AfterallIabuseditmuchinthenightwhenitisnecessarytofreeandunitethevariouslines.
Helookedacrosstheseaandknewhowalonehewasnow.ButhecouldseetheprismsinthedeepdarkwaterandthelinestretchingaheadandthestrangeundulationofthecalThecloudswerebuildingupnowforthetradewindandhelookedaheadandsawaflightofwildducksetchingthemselvesagainsttheskyoverthewater,thenblurring,thenetchingagainandheknewnomanwaseveraloneonthesea.
Hethoughtofhowsomemenfearedbeingoutofsightoflandinasmallboatandknewtheywererightinthemonthsofsuddenbadweather.Butnowtheywereinhurricanemonthsand,whentherearenohurricanes,theweatherofhurricanemonthsisthebestofalltheyear.
Ifthereisahurricaneyoualwaysseethesignsofitintheskyfordaysahead,ifyouareatsea.Theydonotseeitashorebecausetheydonotknowwhattolookfor,hethought.Thelandmustmakeadifferencetoo,intheshapeoftheclouds.Butwehavenohurricanecomingnow.
HelookedattheskyandsawthewhitecumulusbuiltlikefriendlypilesoficecreamandhighabovewerethethinfeathersofthecirrusagainstthehighSeptembersky.
“Lightbrisa,”hesaid.“Betterweatherformethanforyou,fish.”
Hislefthandwasstillcramped,buthewasunknottingitslowly.
Ihateacramp,hethought.Itisatreacheryofonesownbody.Itishumiliatingbeforeotherstohaveadiarrhoeafromptomainepoisoningortovomitfromit.Butacramp,hethoughtofitasacalambre,humiliatesoneselfespeciallywhenoneisalone.
Iftheboywereherehecouldrubitformeandloosenitdownfromtheforearm,hethought.Butitwillloosenup.
Then,withhisrighthandhefeltthedifferenceinthepullofthelinebeforehesawtheslantchangeinthewater.Then,asheleanedagainstthelineandslappedhislefthandhardandfastagainsthisthighhesawthelineslantingslowlyupward.
“Hescomingup,”hesaid.“Comeonhand.Pleasecomeon.”
Thelineroseslowlyandsteadilyandthenthesurfaceoftheoceanbulgedaheadoftheboatandthefishcameout.Hecameoutunendinglyandwaterpouredfromhissides.Hewasbrightinthesunandhisheadandbackweredarkpurpleandinthesunthestripesonhissidesshowedwideandalightlavender.Hisswordwasaslongasabaseballbatandtaperedlikearapierandherosehisfulllengthfromthewaterandthenre-enteredit,smoothly,likeadiverandtheoldmansawthegreatscythe-bladeofhistailgounderandthelinecommencedtoraceout.
“Heistwofeetlongerthantheskiff,”theoldmansaid.Thelinewasgoingoutfastbutsteadilyandthefishwasnotpanicked.Theoldmanwastryingwithbothhandstokeepthelinejustinsideofbreakingstrength.Heknewthatifhecouldnotslowthefishwithasteadypressurethefishcouldtakeoutallthelineandbreakit.
HeisagreatfishandImustconvincehim,hethought.Imustneverlethimlearnhisstrengthnorwhathecoulddoifhemadehisrun.IfIwerehimIwouldputineverythingnowandgountilsomethingbroke.But,thankGod,theyarenotasintelligentaswewhokillthem;althoughtheyaremorenobleandmoreable.
Theoldmanhadseenmanygreatfish.Hehadseenmanythatweighedmorethanathousandpoundsandhehadcaughttwoofthatsizeinhislife,butneveralone.Nowalone,andoutofsightofland,hewasfasttothebiggestfishthathehadeverseenandbiggerthanhehadeverheardof,andhislefthandwasstillastightasthegrippedclawsofaneagle.
Itwilluncrampthough,hethought.Surelyitwilluncramptohelpmyrighthand.Therearethreethingsthatarebrothers:thefishandmytwohands.Itmustuncramp.Itisunworthyofittobecramped.Thefishhadslowedagainandwasgoingathisusualpace.
Iwonderwhyhejumped,theoldmanthought.Hejumpedalmostasthoughtoshowmehowbighewas.Iknownow,anyway,hethought.IwishIcouldshowhimwhatsortofmanIaButthenhewouldseethecrampedhand.LethimthinkIammoremanthanIamandIwillbeso.IwishIwasthefish,hethought,witheverythinghehasagainstonlymywillandmyintelligence.
Hesettledcomfortablyagainstthewoodandtookhissufferingasitcameandthefishswamsteadilyandtheboatmovedslowlythroughthedarkwater.Therewasasmallsearisingwiththewindcomingupfromtheeastandatnoontheoldmanslefthandwasuncramped.
“Badnewsforyoufish,”hesaidandshiftedthelineoverthesacksthatcoveredhisshoulders.
Hewascomfortablebutsuffering,althoughhedidnotadmitthesufferingatall.
“Iamnotreligious,”hesaid.“ButIwillsaytenOurFathersandtenHailMarysthatIshouldcatchthisfish,andIpromisetomakeapilgrimagetotheVirgindeCobreifIcatchhiThatisapromise.”
Hecommencedtosayhisprayersmechanically.Sometimeshewouldbesotiredthathecouldnotremembertheprayerandthenhewouldsaythemfastsothattheywouldcomeautomatically.HailMarysareeasiertosaythanOurFathers,hethought.
“HailMaryfullofGracetheLordiswiththee.Blessedartthouamongwomenandblessedisthefruitofthywomb,Jesus.HolyMary.MotherofGod,prayforussinnersnowandatthehourofourdeath.Amen.”Thenheadded,“BlessedVirgin,prayforthedeathofthisfish.Wonderfulthoughheis.”
Withhisprayerssaid,andfeelingmuchbetter,butsufferingexactlyasmuch,andperhapsalittlemore,heleanedagainstthewoodofthebowandbegan,mechanically,toworkthefingersofhislefthand.
Thesunwashotnowalthoughthebreezewasrisinggently.
“Ihadbetterre-baitthatlittlelineoutoverthestern,”hesaid.“IfthefishdecidestostayanothernightIwillneedtoeatagainandthewaterislowinthebottle.IdontthinkIcangetanythingbutadolphinhere.ButifIeathimfreshenoughhewontbebad.Iwishaflyingfishwouldcomeonboardtonight.ButIhavenolighttoattracttheAflyingfishisexcellenttoeatrawandIwouldnothavetocuthimup.Imustsaveallmystrengthnow.Christ,Ididnotknowhewassobig.”
“Illkillhimthough,”hesaid.“Inallhisgreatnessandhisglory.”
Althoughitisunjust,hethought.ButIwillshowhimwhatamancandoandwhatamanendures.
“ItoldtheboyIwasastrangeoldman,”hesaid.“NowiswhenImustproveit.”
Thethousandtimesthathehadproveditmeantnothing.Nowhewasprovingitagain.Eachtimewasanewtimeandheneverthoughtaboutthepastwhenhewasdoingit.
IwishhedsleepandIcouldsleepanddreamaboutthelions,hethought.Whyarethelionsthemainthingthatisleft?Dontthink,oldman,hesaidtohimself.Restgentlynowagainstthewoodandthinkofnothing.Heisworking.Workaslittleasyoucan.
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